Blah

On Monday I went to a hometown (South Pasadena) reunion. I find it interesting when I go to these events that I used to be compelled to take a date. (Funny, that would feel compelled to lie with a instantaneous contractual relationship that terminated upon the end of the event, to people that I love and I know love me.) Instead over the years I've become the wiser. I just go as me... and answer to the many questions that come my way as honestly as I can.

The question de jour was "are you dating anyone?" The one question that makes me cringe. However, this time I just shrugged my shoulders and said... nope. Searching more inwardly about it, I realize that I feel pretty "blah" about dating right now. It usually takes me awhile to like someone, because I tend to like people for more than their looks, and lately I am not interested in anyone as more than friends, perhaps because I just moved into a new ward and/or most of the men in my life are new.

For awhile there I was crushing on a guy, but (hands brushed) I'm done with that. He's just not that into me. Shrug.

The best and most emotionally healthy times of my life have been when I don't seem to have anyone that I am really invested in. So here's to emotional stability and a great new school year! :)